Billy is queer and depressed. He self-harms and is constantly bullied for his feminine appearance. After his biological father came out, he left an old camera to Billy. Billy’s mother remarried three times and moved to the United States with her current stepfather. After Billy’s younger sister drowned, the family was abandoned by their stepfather and had to return to Taiwan. One day, after taking a bath, Billy muttered to himself, “I promise to accompany you,” with several medicine jars beside him. He then sat on the toilet and fantasized about having sex with a snail, feeling both pleasure and disgust.
比利17歲，是一名酷兒（雌雄同體）卻準備結束自己的生命，他一生為性別混亂的病症所困，又離散在東、西方文化的教育背景下，他不斷尋找自我，比利有個乍看完美的家庭，但事實上比利經歷過被遺棄、寄養、最後才又回到生母的重組家庭。
在比利幼時父親出櫃離去，母親不斷失婚又遺棄自己，爾後又因為性別混亂而產生憂鬱，甚至多次自殘。當比利面對他人的羞辱、弟弟的不諒解，都不是比利決定死亡的動機，原因是當世界上唯一認同自己的小妹意外溺斃後，比利，早已決定去那個未知的地方陪妹妹、保護她。
English
臺灣國語
